human is not the noble creature he thinks he is ,i have a hunger for the world , what is so terrifying about humains is that they don't kill from necessity , they kill with intent and that is the hunger for the world , all hunger oscillates inside one's body in different intensities depending on how aware you are especially in a bleeding body , hunger is for two thing in the opposite sides of the spectrum it's DESIRE and PAIN

A is a person , A in whome her invisible agony built to a crescendo of pain drives her to absolute despaire thinks of suicide is no different than a person trapped in a burning building with only a high window open , there is a terror beyond falling , when the flames get closer

im not brave enough nor saying that it be better off to end it all , it's a permanent solution to a temporary problem